Tuesday, 13 December 2016

Tasmanian Europa Poets Gazette No 153, January 2017

Phil Harper


Who Would Go To Aleppo?

First inhabited in 5000 BC
Important city before Damascus
Taken over by Alexander The Great.
Stabilised by the Romans.
Conquered by Muslims who replaced churches
               with mosques.
Besieged but not conquered by Crusaders.
Overpowered by Mongols and Turks in 1400 -
               a tower with 20,000 skulls built.
In 1516, a trading centre, part of the Ottoman Empire
               and the Silk Road.
Critically referred to by Shakespeare in Macbeth
               and Othello.
Part of newly-established nation, Syria, after
               the First World War.
Annexed by Turkey after War of Independence.
French declare state of Aleppo in 1920.
Union with Iraq, 1948.
Union with Egypt, 1956.
Syrian Civil War outbreak, 2011.
Car bombed by whoever wants to.
Air bombed by Russia and their associates.
Air bombed by USA and their associates.
7000 years of indiscriminate fighting and rivalry.
Who would take a holiday or a one-way trip to Aleppo?
And we wonder why does the world have refugees?

© Phil Harper


Cathy Weaver




A Message To A Bully

Why do you tease and hurt me,
emotionally and physically?
Would you, the bully, like to be
treated that way?
Would you like to be called nasty names?
Would you like to see nasty messages
about you posted on the internet?
Would you like to live in fear
of getting beaten up on the way
to or from school?
               I have feelings.
               I have rights.
A right to feel safe
and to live my life without fear
or emotional torment.
Just because I’m different
doesn’t give you the right
to make my life a misery.
So please leave me alone
and let me be.

© Cathy Weaver





Photo montage, Skaters, Joe Lake




You Stood There

You stood there, in front of us, at the lectern.
Dressed in your Gucci suit.
You smelt of French scent.
You spoke academic English as you
Gesticulated your ideas about how
To save the starving Third World children.
               I feel my stomach churn;
I want to scream out at you:
What would a person like you
                              know about poverty and deprivation?
Have you ever been a single parent
And not been able to give your children
McDonald’s or take them to the movies?
Because you and your ilk would only eat
                              luxury food
And your children would go to a private school.
              
During the interval of your lecture,
I sat alone, out of boredom.
I reluctantly picked up a book from a coffee table.
On its cover, I see blue-eyed Caucasian
                              emaciated children
And superimposed over these images
                              is your photograph
And I read that you were
Born in the Ukraine during the Stalin era,
That your parents were taken to Siberia
                              - never to be seen again
And that your eight siblings died from starvation.
Further, that you witnessed cannibalism there.
You came to Australia as a refugee.

After the interval, when your lecture continued,
I listened in awe.
I had judged a person by their clothes.

© Judy Brumby-Lake 2005




Collage Figure Skaters, Joe Lake


Patterns

Patterns - where do they begin -
And where do they end?
Are they meant to please, tease, amuse,
               or puzzle us?
Only the creator, the artist and God
Would ever know.
The artist dabs and sweeps his brush
               this way and that,
Creating a mood - the swirl of colours
Patterning his work to please himself and us.
The writer strings words together -
Single pearls to create a verbal necklace
And patterns and plots evolve -
Subterfuge to tease us -
Who will live and who will die?
And will there be a happy ending?
Intricate patterns in marble, in stone,
In mosaic glass and tile, in wood,
In precious gems, lace and wool,
In earth, sea, sand and sky -
Intricate patterns in life itself -
Threads of experience and emotion woven
               and intertwined
In complicated and exquisite colour -
Sadly though a beautiful beginning often belies
A faded, rough end!

© June Maureen Hitchcock






No One Knows What Tomorrow Holds

She came from overseas to Melbourne,
There she met her future husband
I knew the family very well.
After 22 years of marriage, he died.
Every Wednesday and Sunday I visited them,
My family adored them.
So sad, so very sad.
This dear friend of mine has Alzheimer’s
And husband dies while wife so very ill.
Moral: Treat everyone with respect
               while they are alive.
Perform kind deeds
For no one knows what tomorrow holds.

© Yvonne Matheson

So the new year is with us. Hooray for 2017! Now we can move on, make a fresh start. Forget about 2016 and pretend it never happened!

It’s all too easy to gloss over the year past, the good and the bad. Live for the now! Don’t ever look back. Don’t pause for a moment and think what might have been, what could have been. No, none of that. Just keep going along, safe in the confines of our little-unit lives.

This writer can’t do that. Not stuck in the past, not mourning over lost fragments of time, not crying “Woe is me!”

Remembering instead this woman’s long struggle against all the odds, who made her mark on 2016 and will never ever be forgotten. The woman who could smile through ongoing pain, who survived more than most of us could have endured and who held the next day precious, if despondent, on what could not be driven away with scudding clouds.

Death waited at her shoulder. She may have known this but others around her did not. This writer looked to every passing second with hope, blind to the prospect of there being an end. This writer implored “Don’t die” and this woman replied “I’ll try not to.”

Last roll of the dice on that Sunday, when the black crows flew close by the house in two circling movements. The Sign! The portent of something being very wrong, very final.

This woman had died - and died alone, utterly alone! No comfort of an encircling arm, no cooling against a warm body. Just the last gasping breath and then chill until that chill became very cold. All was so still.

Oblivion - or maybe something better. This woman believed.

I cry for what could have been, what might have been, but most of all, I cry for myself and what I have lost.

I won’t forget 2016 and all the many years before.     I won’t forget Barbara.








Cruel And Gentle

I heard the cry above
the scream of death,
It echoed and lingered
on summer’s breeze,
Cruel and gentle,
Inviting the sun
to puncture clear blue
in a frenzy of black,
A cry of pure agony
that begged another gasp,
Death eager and loud,
Consuming every mundane hope,
Nothing to hear
but the fury of oblivion,
Dark time descends, vengeful,
upon ghost days
that beg forgiveness
for the breath of a second,
In the maelstrom
that definitively challenges
one shard of fragile morning,
Dark time calling
from the sun’s grave
where every light
is captive in eternity.
The rage of starlings
silent now in perpetuity.
Eyes are not delighted
in the blindness.
I heard the cry
through parchment lips,
And the din of dying
sucked blue to black.
Black took it all.
I could swear I heard
a cry above the scream of death.

© Michael Garrad


Reality

From out my window, through the sea of air,
I see the shadows on the grass below.
The roses paint their red with compliment to the green.
The grass was cut and packed into plastic wheels.
The breeze strokes gently at the eucalypts
As bottle brushes wait for birds to feed.
I hear the television in the other room
As Judy gives a rare and instant laugh
On something someone must have said
From out the screen.
The laptop that creates the symbols I type,
Hums gently with its fan to cool the CPU.
Judy is about to feed the whining dog
Who has been fed by me.
Summer has arrived,
I don’t need the woollen jacket anymore.
Outside my window the lime and the orange trees
Have flowers to invite the bees
And then, next winter, I will peel and eat.
The camera sits patiently next to me,
Containing images and views suspended
As in memory but accessible.
My left hand has a slight attack of future pain
As in old age disease sneaks in unseen
But I have lived and I have, overall, lived well.

© Joe Lake

Bill’s Life Of Adventure
A short-short story by Joe Lake

Bill’s mind had been drifting even as they took their nightly walk against the homeward-moving traffic. His wife, Gerda, walked a few steps behind him and his ‘walker’ as he shuffled along the footpath. Gerda had been distracted by a red rose in one of the gardens and had stopped to smell it. Bill had continued his hobble. An old dog, a terrier, Sniff, who normally hung around the old-people’s home, trotted just in front of Bill. On the other side of the busy road, Bill noticed Martha, a lady whose terrier was pulling on its leash, barking angrily at Sniff, who had stopped with his ears up and tail rigid.
               Then, for whatever reason, the dog’s rheumatic limbs rushed him recklessly into the traffic to get at the terrier. Bill’s reaction was automatic; he staggered after Sniff into the middle of the road. Gerda looked up from her rose and saw what was going on. With eyes focused on Bill, she didn’t see the car heading towards her that screeched to a halt but alas, the SUV had hit Gerda and smashed her head into the bitumen. Bill stood dazed, staring at Gerda’s form until the ambulance came then someone took him back to the home.
               Months passed. In his Alzheimer’s-foggy mind, he had survived the funeral and was made to exercise. Supported by his ‘walker’, he hobbled around the yard of the home until someone left the gate open and Bill proceeded onto the busy road. He was nearly killed and his ‘walker’ was destroyed. The management of the home decided that he was not, ever, to leave and had to exercise in the secure part of the home.
               He escaped another couple of times, each time the cars were able to brake and Bill survived.
               Nothing happened for a few months, then Bill got out with just his walking stick. He was determined, in his Alzheimer’s mind, to find Gerda. The traffic was heavy as he stepped into it, then someone grabbed him by the scruff of the neck. ‘No Bill, you must remain on the footpath. Listen to your guardian angel.’



Joe Lake
Judy Brumby-Lake (Joe Lake's wife)
June Maureen Hitchcock
Michael Garrad

Monday, 28 November 2016

Tasmanian Europa Poets Gazette No. 152, December 2016




 Tasmanian Europa Poets Gazette No 152, December 2016


Head on Rainy Day, acrylic on canvas, Joe Lake




Indulgence

I stand in morning time
Of early summer,
savouring the precious quiet
Before the clamour.
Soft sunlight salves my face
And filters through
The breathing leaves
Caressing the new rosebuds.
Amidst this placid,
Perfumed place,
I watch the spider
Spin and trace,
And deliberately wait
For the innocent
To fulfil her living need.

© Kathleen O’Donnell

Of Domestic Things

The humble pot
Would not
Be despised
Nor eulogised
’Tis a vessel utilised
Towards realms of burgeoning
Glories.

© Kathleen O’Donnell




Seven Winds In A Near Deserted Town

silent spires
and empty pews,
winds of graves
wet-wind,
rain sheets the trees,
ripples in puddles
wind leaf-strewn
in mud-prints,
a child kicks a ball
lazy gossip
verandas, old news
blows by
pumpkin scones,
smells of home
waft through the window  
visitors
in the park, sausages
in the air

sunshine tomorrow,
blow out each late-night candle.

© Mark Liston


Ocean, acrylic on canvas, Joe Lake


Untended Plot

We watched him, rain or shine, in bitter, biting winds
or searing heat, and we, the passers-by
would marvel at his industry.
This open corner-patch,
unfenced and generously shared
with wandering dogs or cautious cats,
or busy, busy folk,
who’d take a shortcut through that so-green space,
revealed a white-haired man upon his knees,
or bending on his rake.
or resting, elbow on his spade
to catch his breath before the next endeavour.
The lettuces in serried ranks,
the beetroots, kale and cauliflowers,
the radishes, courgettes and aubergines,
proclaimed their health in seasonal display.

And, past the vegetables, against a wall
were roses, aquilegias, dahlias and azaleas,
a panoply of colours
that could be shared by all.

Pre-occupied with other things,
for several weeks, I missed that piece of earth,
and realised a presence must have flown.
The patch had lost its order and its grace,
the weeds grown rank, a metre high,
flowers wilted, lawn unmown,
and all the edibles were gone.

No longer would the roses lift our hearts,
nor all that loving work illuminate our ordinary lives.

I hope the man was spared the knowledge of that loss,
and knew the benison bestowed on us, by all his toil,
and wonder if he’d find some gardens he could tend,
and even beautify,               
beyond the gates to Heaven.

© Mary Kille

Mary Kille



Blackberry Jam

An upturned kombi van on the road
wheels ferociously spinning
the driver quite dead.
Contentment wavering in the air
“Look.” I grasped my friend’s hand
shocked, she fell to the ground,
slamming her face into cement.
Blood under her skin started to ferment,
bubbling gently, splitting the skin almost.
“Your blood looks like blackberry jam!”
Maybe tastes of it too.
She opened her lips
and tasted and licked and sipped,
her tongue empowered with a pathologist’s insight
“I have cancer, it’s all through my blood!
The kombi on the road is mine
that’s how I chose to die,
not from some malignant tumour.”
“But you don’t know for sure,
you could be cured,
go into remission,
what of your husband, your children?”
“It’s my decision.
It was my premonition.”

© Loretta Gaul
(From her book that is now available.)

 Michael Garrad’s View

Death is so utterly final. We, who are left behind, ache to see that person again, to hear their voice, to bathe in their smile, no matter how faint, to revel in their laughter, to just sit and say not very much but in the lack of conversation, still communicate wholly and completely.

They are at rest, at peace. Free! But we are trapped within the memories, the hindsight, the what-ifs, the vacancy in the daily routine of our life. The gap hurts and no matter how much sleep, how much contrived activity, the hole is still there, as deep as the grave that was dug for the one gone.

No waking up in the morning and all is well. It was just a dream, a trick of the mind. Everything back to normal. No, none of that. Nothing normal ever again.

Funerals are not so much a recognition of a life ended but an explosion of emotion for those who remain. All quite convivial at the refreshments after the graveside service. Hey, ho, off we go and carry on with our lives.

For some, it is easy. Others find existence above ground one of the hardest challenges of all - to watch the sun rise and set but that person is not there anymore, not in a physical sense.

The house where they lived is empty, a shell of the home that once was. Silent, stark in its dead echo. Nothing! It is silent at the grave too and no matter how many conversations, they are one-sided. There is no reply. The howl of the wind, a bird call, machines mowing grass. That is all. Daily business continues at the cemetery.

There is no way back. All that remains are thoughts and feelings, and regrets, and what could have been. If only time could be reset.

Just one last precious moment!


Secret Garden, acrylic on canvas, Joe Lake

Don’t Be Dead

She was and she is,
In a moment gone but here,
Perfume lingers as her heart
eases into the long slumber,
Her smile through pain
blesses tear-filled eyes,
She rests, she sleeps,
Mercy!
We weep for ourselves,
Transfixed in agony of regret,
Walking with memories.
Her voice close,
Just a whisper,
Flowers speak on mound earth,
She is free,
And the butterfly is free,
Wings spread, protective,
Hallowed is this peaceful ground,
She was punished too long,
He is punished for not
reaching to arms that ached,
Selfish are the living,
Selfless are those who suffer quietly,
The grave is reality,
The tears are for her and for him,
For him in isolation,
For him, for him, for him!
Silence roars for too long.
Don’t be dead, Barbara!

© Michael Garrad November 2016










Haiku

The ice froze my heart
Until soft spring’s kiss woke it
And swept me to you.

The torrents of floods
Drowned the eager early growth
In a sea of mud.

Thunder swishes rain
At ripening fields of wheat
To whip it to life.

The coloured leaf drifts
Before the angry winter
To find peace in earth.

© Joe Lake













What I Want

All I want for Christmas
Is a big fat teddy bear
To kiss and to cuddle
And to tell him all my care.
As he does not eat,
I do not need to cook for him,
As he does not dress,
I do not need to wash for him
And when I grow tired of him I take him
To the op-shop
So that someone at another Christmas
Can have a big fat teddy bear.


Judy's Teddy





Thursday, 3 November 2016

Tas. Europa Poets Gazette No 151, Nov. 16

Paintings by Joe Lake, acrylic on canvas, 30/40

Dawn


 Like Snow - Has Gone

Day, thief of time,
has stolen light
from the night
and snatched seconds
from under my feet.
              
Day, silently, inexorably,
moves all things
on a conveyor belt
encircling the sphere

The pleasant present
is only now
then vanishes suddenly
we remotely remember
how it was.

© Kathleen O’Donnell






Her Cameo Face

(View from a tourist bus: Amien, Northern France)

Window shutters open onto geraniums, I see
her cameo face; too briefly to count the years.
                              She stands right hand poised as if to pluck
the nestled petals, tuck them into her palm
and shower her sepia parade heroes with colours
to keep them from harm -
                              lipstick pink of a kiss for the lovely ones
leaving her for war,
yellow for missed courage of young men,
               red for the blood
of mothers and ghost-white for fear bled beyond love.
                              And I imagine a museum of photos
on her sitting room wall
smiling faces to tell of bone-stone houses
all before the shelling of instant hatred.
                              In this choked throat traffic we crawl by -
she waves at us with her left hand
as if to a lover leaving again day after day.
*This poem was awarded Australian Poetry Poem of the Year 2014.

© Mark Liston

The Special Gold Ring

Strong first love:
Meeting at a dance, my mother slender and fair,
Grandmother chaperoned.
A young dark-curly haired young lad eyed her.
Hesitating, he crossed the room to a pretty lass.
Mother was an only child
               but my father came from a family of seven.
She finally accepted his proposal of marriage.
Father then had to obtain a ring.
He went with his dad gold prospecting.
Mum told him she would marry
Him if he got enough gold to make a ring.
So - an elegant rose in bloom was wed.

© Yvonne Matheson

Animal Poem

Furry all over, hopping around.
You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever found.
Brown and white, black gleaming eyes.
I’ll take him back home,
It’ll give mum a big surprise.
I hope we can keep him, I want him to stay.
I’ll give him some food and then we can play.
What should I call him? Jill, Jack or James?
What are good names?
Where will we keep him, we don’t have a cage
And how will we tell what is his age?
Maybe I won’t keep him, I won’t take him away
But I’ll come back here every day!

© Daniel McAllister

Wild And Free

There was a violent storm today
And on my way home I passed by the sea -
Seething, savage and spellbinding
In its fury.
Enormous waves exploded
Against the stark grey headland,
Sending spray high into the air -
Like a white volcano erupting from the deep.
Unlike the sea, I must contain my turbulence -
I must bottle it up and act with restraint - Society dictates it, society expects it.
I just want to be as wild and free as nature
And called beautiful -
In all my moods.

© June Maureen Hitchcock

The Omniscient Omnipotent

Many odious acts are done
To appease the one with omnipotent power,
               the omniscient God.
They say he is omnipotent,
Yet he never intervenes when his soldiers
               commit odious acts.
They say that his power is omnipotent,
Yet he never intervenes to alleviate pain
Or stops his disciples from sacrilegious acts.
They say that he has healing powers
Yet he never uses them to heal the sick.
Oh, omniscient God,
Please save man from his own annihilation.

© Judy Brumby-Lake



The Crescent

I spent the early years of my life in the Crescent.
Bombs had wrought havoc with their damage during the war.
Houses everywhere had come down in London town.
People needed a place to live.

For once, the government was decisive and quick.
Buildings were constructed away from the wrecked city.
The Essex countryside became my home.

Just six houses, nothing else in sight.
The forest at the back garden.
Weasels and stoats.
Frogs and toads,
Moths and butterflies.
These were our neighbours.

We had to make room for more people.
Houses were continually built.
My mother cleaned them and scrubbed the floors
To make a little bit of money.

A new estate was coming into existence.

Meanwhile, we played in the streets.
During school holidays, from morning to night,
Stopping only for meal breaks, until we were called to bed.

The road was the goal.
The lamp post the wicket.
Plenty of space and cover for hide and seek.
The pavement ideal for hopscotch.

Gradually, it changed.
Cars started to encroach.
The robin left its perch on the tree.
Swallows on their migration flights
Flew away from progress and returned to
               a different place in May.

I visit occasionally.
Motor vehicles everywhere.
Adults drive where children used to play
Little time now for fun, down the way.

I reach the end of the street.
The sign is still there - Tudor Crescent.
The sign is the same.
The Crescent is not.

© Phil Harper



New, young poets have been published in recent issues of the gazette. “So what?” you may ask. Tried and true regulars have been contributing for years and all doing very nicely, thank you.

Indeed they have been and still are and will continue to do so. But sometimes we can get a bit comfortable and only see verse through our eyes that have been looking and reading for many years.

Ah, the wisdom that comes with long periods of time spent hunched over a keyboard.

What I like about the newer poets is their eagerness to explore new horizons (and some not so new) and reinvigorate attitudes to love and life, and dying and all the myriad things in between.

Refreshing! Yes, that’s how I see the younger poets, ready to take up the challenge of creating their stories through their own unique way of seeing what we see - but seeing as they perceive what affects them and us through an inquisitive innocence, innocence in that they have only enjoyed limited years on this Earth.

We, older ones, have been around for much longer and, of course, we have a wealth of knowledge to draw on. Indeed we do and I believe we do it very well. But there is always room, in my view, for new and exciting views on how love hurts, how the rain falls, the agony of war, the frustration that is partisan politics, the tedium of living as people within the very tight constraints of what society dictates as being acceptable.

Young minds make us stop and think, cause some of us older ones to rethink attitudes. Not to distract us from our own path but, rather, to stimulate us, make us weigh every word we write. The young writers are the poets of tomorrow (cliché, I know) but it is true and I encourage them to continue to contribute so we can blend the vigor of youth with the oaken-mellowed savvy of elder minds.



Prisoners

It rains endlessly on rooftops
and chimney pots,
Brave hats defiant as the cascade roars
on corrugations,
Runs slick on tile in eager waterfall,
Glazes windows in serious frenzy,
Drowns every earthly crevice,
Savages every flower,
Saturates every green blade in churn explosion,
Expunges every lost soul
trapped beneath in tedium;
Two are deafened by the thunder
of angry cloud-burst on iron and slate.
Forever prisoners.

© Michael Garrad October 2016



Men And Me

Sit with thy, restlessly, men plead me.
Breathe with thy, quietly, men voiced me.
Don’t give your all on the temporary him,
Don’t waste your time on the unavailable him.

Hold thy, securely, men grasped me.
Kiss thy, fervently, men propelled me.
Live life as you do, not as he does.
His birth does not command your effort.

Lay by thy, serenely, men beheld me.
Stay by thy, thunderstruck, men possessed me.
Words flow through the souls of the lying him.
Abbreviate your actions, don’t touch my hand.

Disgusted by thy, really? Men betrayed me.
Loved by thy, completely, men neglected me.
Don’t you dare deem yourself unworthy.
Don’t you dare waste yourself on men.

© Suzy Liu


Sonnet

Don’t tell me that you are a dying sun
Whose fuel and energy is running out
But condescend and love me when you’re done
And never tell me what it was about.

You need to dream that life will never end
You need to hope when no one knows of hope
You need the satisfaction that can mend,
The satisfaction that can help you cope.

So let me see which star shall be your home
And let me be with you when you are born
To visualise the bang’s expanding dome
Where life may take a better, smarter norm.

You say that all good things must have their end
But new beginnings are around the bend.

© Joe Lake







Hut


Tarkine

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Walls Of Jerusalem

Tulips

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